Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling, but start. Start & don't stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just start.
Find a way to put this somewhere viable so its the first thing you see every morning and take just a few moments for the Lord before you start your day. don't forget to stop during the day and give thanks for the things you see whenever you have time.