Yep. Absolutely.. although your words were very sweet once in a great while, except when you were calling me nasty, vile names.... Your actions completely destroyed what i felt for you. You said MY actions didn't match my words???? Ha-ha... Think you need to look in the mirror......No, you know what?? Your words sucked too. You're a monster. Through and through...
I absolutely adored you...and believe me, no one else will ever see you the same way I once did. I had you up on a pedestal so high that i lost sight of who you actually were/are. And you, my love, are an evil piece of shit. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight.
Unfortunately, I can not give assurance that I'll always smile, that I'll always understand. Maybe there will be too much of everything for me. so I do not expect to just smile. We are only human. in essence, that I did not choose you, but my heart. and for a long time, I want to hug a wounded soul who needs a lot of love.
i used to care about you, until i realized how pathetic i was to be crying over someone who simply didn't care. you hurt me, you made me feel like i was worthless, stupid, and unimportant. i let you get to me; in fact i let you control me. but i'm finally moving on. although you did teach me one thing: to never hold on to someone who isn't holding on to you. as for me, i know better. as for you, you lost a person who actually cared.
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