"If you break someone's heart and they still talk to you with the same excitement and respect, believe me they really love you." It's really dumb it takes breaking up to realize that though. And they don't deserve that.
Always will be saddened she isn't here, but I'm a happy soul.
I find that one moment I’m fine and going about life as usual then suddenly I have “an episode”! It just comes over me like a wave and there is no stopping it. I wrote this poem in one such episode. I feel it conveys the awkward confusion that is grief. I hope you enjoy it