April 14, 2014. We met, we fell in love. You were the only family I had this year. They are still gone, It's been 7 years. You were home. You were the pieces of my soul I found comfort in. You were the smile that replaced my own for me when I couldn't. You got bored of my "sad, quiet, prude" self. I fixed you. You broke me. Boxing Day. You saw her, you followed her into the bathroom alone that night while I watched. You promised she was a friend yet tonight your sleeping next to her…
Baby, we need to talk. Things just ain't the same and I know they ain't ever gonna change. I've heard all your lies about how you gonna try but when it comes time you're doing the same thing, another crime. I can't wait I can't stay I don't have time for your lyin and all these tears I just can't stop crying. I don't need you I thought I did but in reality I just relied solely on you. You broke me from the inside out tore me up like I didn't even mean shit to you.
I've had my heart broke by many women but never thought it would be my mother. If the world only knew how much I have cared for you and you neglected me. Actually screw the world if you only knew and you could realize. Letting go
like I was nothing to you after all those years.... completely broke my heart yet some small part of me still loves you after all the things you've said & done to me....how different tjings eould have been if you never cheated on me that last time or at all..
Oh he knows. And he gets satisfaction from it. You groped me and almost raped me saying that you loved me. You did love something about me and that my body. You loved to grope me and when I said stop You thought you should do it until my spirit broke.