I experienced the "no big deal, dying inside" just tonight. Not sure if I can deal with someone who's emotionally stunted, doesn't know how to open up. I'm way too emotional, feel everything. I want to talk about and share my feelings; it makes me feel alive. That's not a bad thing, is it?
CONT... I still remember Love reading the letter, it hurt my heart then but now from my own experience of losing someone unexpected & for a point feeling the uncertainty of my dad making it through chemo, my compassion for what Courtney, Francis & Nirvana band members went through & family, has greatly expanded. It is not a feeling you wish upon any person to feel, but it's life. Sadly such a loss by suicide, has not done much to CONT http://www.kurtcobainssuicidenote.com/kurt_cobains_s