And when it all comes out the person is just like... sh*t that's a lot of pent up stuff right there... you okay mate?... *forced laugh and smile* "Of course. Wow. I'm sorta stupid, yeah?" "Yeah." And I just die a little bit.
I experienced the "no big deal, dying inside" just tonight. Not sure if I can deal with someone who's emotionally stunted, doesn't know how to open up. I'm way too emotional, feel everything. I want to talk about and share my feelings; it makes me feel alive. That's not a bad thing, is it?