One persons view of what it feels like to have social anxiety. Its the little things of everyday living & coming into contact with people, that cause often extreme anxiety, panic, stress & further isolation.
Maylea, I want you to hear this clearly, I love you with all of my heart and always will. I LOVE YOU, I want you to be happy and I know you don't want happy with us anymore so its time to stop, we can't force a relationship if only one of us wants it baby. Go now and find the happiness you deserve wherever that is, you know it isn't with me.