Yea, you certainly are "if you want to be?!". You truly can put those smokes down and walk away, for good. So many other people have..people that never thought they'd ever be free..But they did it!! They reclaimed their lives, and @ times they have to pinch themselves just to remind them, that its true- they did it!! I'm one of those people, and I'm praying for you. You'll eventually succeed.:-)E.C.C.