That was redundant. But still. I won't break down no matter how much I want to unless I feel safe and comfortable doing so. That being said, only my mom and Ari have seen me break down. I refuse to bare my soul to others. Not until I know they will understand. I'm sorry, Lilia and Kat, but I just need more time before I can feel safe breaking down in front of you.
I don't think I'm ever outgoing, but I do have these two personalities. Sometimes I'm funny and talkative and playful, but then there are days when I can't muster up the energy to even smile. There is rarely an in between, and it usually lasts for only a little while.