Emotional and verbal abuse is no joke. The scars are brutal. But healing begins to come with time and A LOT of hard work and prayer. One breath, one step at a time. Keep moving forward. You were made for more.
Recently I was dealing with one, who was trying to lead a double life by lying to me and another girl residing on the other side of the ocean (so very convenient).These lies and abuse went on for over 6 months. In the end he was just looking for someone to marry for a visa, and after he understood I was not a "safe bet" and easy to manipulate, showed his true face. So my advice in such cases: run!