She never "remembered" all the little things i did. It was always, in her eyes, how "horrible" i was. I was never good enough. Everything i did was to "betray" her. Guess what? I've found the courage to let you go. I finally love myself enough.
They say, abusers and controllers choose others who are kind and who will give them the benefit of the doubt. I guess this is why. Well, I'm over that. I had to learn the HARD way, but better late than never and never again.