It's really sad when you don't speak to someone anymore who once had a very positive impact on your life but that's now a negative thing as they're no longer there and there's nothing you can do about it. It's a really bittersweet thing to move on with life because you can't avoid it but the more I think about it the more sad it seems and I don't like it. I wish I could speak to people I don't see anymore one more time to tell them how much they meant to me
you know what I think is stupid? when guys are like "oh well you're a girl so you can't do that" or something along those lines like why can't I or any other girl not throw a football? or join the army? be a king? or whatever else you wanna be? is there a legit rule in writing that says "girls cannot do this"? no. girls are just as good as boys. every girl including myself can do everything boys can do and be anything they wanna be. so the whole gender standard forget that it's stupid.