Yes but you MUST understand for you and your Mistress to be a complete team YOU MUST GET YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT cause YOU have wasted enough time you can't have it both ways so it's time to stop fucking playing games and get real!
Everyone should have this kind of relationship. Sometimes it takes hard work - it takes a lot of love, kindness, compassion, forgiveness, patience... and faith. I have faith in you, baby. Following your lead in this. What's it gonna be?