His behavior will never change! You know this is who he's been for all these years. Lying and cheating. Only you can stop this by stop allowing him to come over. This will continue for another 6 years and you deserve much better. Stop letting him manipulate you!
I will never fight for you again. I don't want you anymore. I have finally accepted that you are a horrible person and you always have been. Always will be. She can have you all to herself. Or you and all the other women you will bring into that relationship. You are despicable and disgusting!!! Not even a beautiful precious child has stopped you from being a lying cheating drug addicted alcoholic. You suck as a person and you suck at life. I am so done with you!!!
Get strong! Be real & for gods sake stop all your lies & trying to be in our lives!! Your days of being anything at all to us ( especially him) is over! Move on! Get a hobby, a real job, an education & your OWN man!!