Yes, you have failed. But we all fail sometimes. It's a spiritual warfare, our real enemy is not made of flesh and blood. The father of all lies will try everything to keep us out of the good fight. What are the keys to success in spiritual warfare? https://gotquestions.org/spiritual-warfare.html
When a soldier goes into battle with his sword at his side, it’s important that he knows how to use it. His training is crucial. Just as a soldier learns how to effectively use his sword; we must be trained and ready to use the sword of the Spirit.
The Spiritual Weapons of Warfare Part 2: Praying Against the Attacks -