Yes. And right now, I crave you more than ever. I miss you so much, it's all I can think about--you are all I can think about--not like that's anything new. But I hate the long distance--sometimes I miss you so much it hurts. I love you so so very much.
Grief, I’ve learned, is really love. It’s all the love you want to give but cannot give. The more you loved someone, the more you grieve. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes and in that part of your chest that gets empty and hollow feeling. The happiness of love turns to sadness when unspent. Grief is just love with no place to go. - Jamie from http://allmylooseends.com/2014/03/lights-wink/