Depression is a monster that won't let go. What's worse is people don't understand. Then you lose those people, (I did), that meant the most to me all due the cruelty of someone who wanted to hurt me more. He succeeded. Why? Because he could and I couldn't fight a narcissist ass.
Today this is not true, however in the past i have lived many of these days. Yet as i now walk abundant in gratitude of my past I walk with the angels, the gods and only now can I laugh out loud at what's now so behind me. including this moment, Life & learning are just wonderful! Namaste - MBR®