To go from talking every day and giving each other that "kick today's ass" motivation to nothing...I can't take back that day but if I could I'd do it in a heartbeat and now that heartbeat I'd give is gone because there is nothing left. It's shattered on the floor and I don't have anything left to pick up the pieces.
Black and White life depressed depression sad lonely pain alone b&w fat dark crying self hate ugly dead anorexia anorexic unhappy sadness darkness useless worthless i hate myself self destruction lonliness disgusting I HATE MY LIFE unwanted no life im tired
Lonely is not being alone, it’s the feeling that no…
No one notices the pain I'm in. No one bothers to really ask if I'm ok. It's just "Are you ok?" 'Yeah, I'm fine.' "That's good" and they leave. Never "Are you ok?" 'Yeah I'm fine' "no tell me how you really are". Because that's a waste of time to them. [Please change description if you repin]