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I'm so fucking done with life but the worst part is that I can't even fucking leave because I don't know how that would affect anyone and what comes afterwards. Not that I fucking matter to anyone as it is. Not that anyone even cares about me. Not that I come first for anyone. Not that my existence matters. Everyone's out to get me. I'm an idiot because I push everyone away. Making it worse.