This may seem harsh its difficult to see the pictures of River in his casket, he just looks out of character from how he usually is, to see his short dyed black hair it just wasn't him.He didn't look peaceful. Why? I question myself, Why? do so many people resort to drugs? why must they feel the need to drown themselves in the addiction? How would our lives be different if that one Halloween night he didn't take those drugs? If his kind hearted, fragile heart didn't stop beating? I miss him.