Ella... hahaha... ahh if only eh? Then I wouldn't be in so much shit... Perhaps... Na fuck it.. Cant talk about perhaps, it doesn't make a difference in the end, the sad truth is that I want you yet will never be able to so much as speak to you because you will just keep on ignoring me... Its true.. Life isn't fair.. But we have to make the best out of our existence, even if it is shitty... Hope rekindled.
?? Was she being critical of him actually? I had a full blown panic attack- I wouldn't worry. I'm sorry I lost my temper a bit. I love you very much and if you do feel that way I'm sure we could come up with something X