How is it that you have forgotten me?... some days I wish I could forget too because the pain and your silence is so hard to bear...some days I can't help but remember different thoughts all through the day that tear at my heart and make my soul bleed and then there are other days where I Want to remember, remember how I fell in love with you and every thought and word to feel the pain So I Never Allow It To Happen Again...Ever... With Anyone.
I know I'm not supposed to how you how hard this still is for me. I'm supposed to just bottle it up inside and act like nothing ever happened, act like I wasn't devastated. But sometimes it still knocks the wind out of me and suddenly gets so hard to breathe and hold back the tears
.Seeing this more and more in my life…and yeah it hurts when you open yourself up to people…and get rejected for some unknown reason…it makes me feel worthless. But I know Im better than that…I just have to reinforce how much stronger I am. | best stuff