Me thinks you relied a bit too much on him. So unlike you. He even admits you were in control. He was disloyal . . . And dishonest. Shouldn't you be hating him and not me? But then again, I keep writing that you should just let go and get over it. You did fail . . . at your attempt to win him as well as your 3 marriages. And you may have been very disappointed. He is not very passionate. But I love him anyway.
But on the other hand people are dying of diseases and starving to death so how relevant are my problems really? I'm upset about how stressful school is, but again that's nothing in comparison. In fact all of my problems are nothing in comparison and in reality I'm just bitching about stupid things and idk suddenly everything in my life seems kinda worthless