This month we say hello to our 5 year anniversary walking hand in hand with this awful word. We like the word "barren" better, but either way it means for 5 years God has shut my womb and we, as a couple, have not been able to conceive. We don't know whether our barreness is permanent or temporary, for only God knows.
This fits with a statement of my own which I often quote to people: "Everything in Life Follows a Sine Wave". When you are at the bottom of the trough, you will surely rise again to the Crest of the Wave. Good Mood - Bad Mood - Good Mood. Please think about it. Everything!
Don't think I'll ever be able to forget you or how you made me feel. In another time or another place I reckon we would have been perfect together. Unfortunately we will never know because you weren't ready to