See, this is why I COULDNT be your "friend" again when you asked...I worked hard to get rid of those feelings, to grow stronger to find out who I am... I knew that if I have in, all if those feelings would come rushing back it wouldn't have been good...NOTHING good would have come out of it...at least not for me... as much as I cared about you, I never cared about me in the process that's what I'm doing now. Doing what's best for me.
For real R.A.W. You found me destroyed and broken from these other stupid wanna be men, and you proved to me that there still are amazing real men left in this world and I'm lived by the most amazing man alive!