I don't think he will ever know how he ripped my heart out when he tried to move on. I think he moved on a lot more than what he led me to believe. I still feel his guilt about the way he treated her... and others.
It's hard to live through losing someone you truly love, above anyone else. But you have to accept that they have made their choice and you must respect that. The hardest thing I have done this year by far, and I've overcome my eating disorders and troubles at work so there was a lot I could choose from. Letting go when you still care hurts the most. How does one ever learn to let go of a perfectly beautiful and salvageable love, that I will never know. But I keep going like I do..
sometimes the person you fall for isn't ready to catch you.... but I'm ready to be caught permanently and crazily by my fiance in sept. http://weddingmusicproject.bandcamp.com/album/brides-guide-to-classical-wedding-music
You don't need to hide anymore. Crying helps. you have been strong for too long. 7 facts about tears you probably didnt know. 1. Tears help you see. 2. Tears kill bacteria. 3.tears remove toxins. 4. Crying can elevate mood. 5. Crying can relieve stress. 6.Tears build community and 7. Tears release feelings.