You're pushing me. Life is hard I understand but dont push me away when all im trying to do is to be good to you. Dont. You dont understand the work im putting into you. Putting so much into you and all you're doing is pushing me fucking away.
Pushed me away. "You know ehat, I don't get it. One moment you push me away, the next you come back and then you push me away all over again. I love you, I still do and b I probably will forever because I knoe tou are so worth it, all ofnit. But its hard for me too"
Y? Every time u push me away then u pull me back in when u feel me letting go.... it hurts more than u will ever knw. Bt yet it is also my own fault bc I have allowed this behavior! No more.... I now knw deep in my ❤ u were never really going to completely b mine.... keeping u in my life may now kill me more! Goodbye