You're pushing me. Life is hard I understand but dont push me away when all im trying to do is to be good to you. Dont. You dont understand the work im putting into you. Putting so much into you and all you're doing is pushing me fucking away.
I am...I'm torn between confronting how you've just let me sit here, waiting, hoping that one of my texts will get a response, that MAYBE, just maybe you'll follow through with plans to FaceTime after months, and just putting up with it. Because the truth is, I still consider you my best friend, despite how must you hurt me.