You don't get it okay, it's not easy for me to explain. But I'm not trying to be lazy, it's just that I'm so tired and I have no motivation to succeed and I don't even know why this life is happening to me.
No matter how freaking hard I try I'm not okay. I'm broken! I am falling apart! I am having a hard time holding on. I'm broken and I can't seem to heal. I can't do this anymore. I'm done with everything.
I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.
If you're not okay, that's okay. It will happen sometimes. But you have to tell yourself that things will be better tomorrow. Even if they're not better tomorrow, keep telling yourself they will be. Because eventually, tomorrow will be better.