The tears have run dry and I'm running low on emotion . Something hurts me, but I don't know what, all I can do is just sit and wait, as it tears me apart . Are scars considered as a work of art? I can't take this.. . . It's killing me and I can't cry to make myself feel better.
I woke up in tears ,,, no wonder. My body was remembering what started to happen this day 25 years ago. It was a terrifying time in the two days following. It culminated with a little ray of sunshine being born. Every day my soul misses her little soul. I love you Tilly ... I am glad we survived that epic entrance. I will always miss you <3
After 15 plus years of friendship... I've finally had the real talk with a friend who was really my enemy and only hoped for my demise. It's amazing how they can run there mouths about you but as soon as you check them your a b@@@@... Moving forward in life. Weight lifted off. Even if I have no best friend/friend I'm better off with out a hater like her.