No matter what I do, it'll never be good enough. I'm tired and all you do is criticize EVERY single thing I do. Instead of holding me and helping me. You put me down make me feel like shit. You're never there for me. I cry alone and you don't care. I'm tired of it all. Anything I do is never to your standards. Why are you even with me???
i sometimes believe this but then i remember that God made me for a purpose and i should live to fulfill that purpose and he is someone that i can depend on, someone that will never let me down, someone that i can trust who will never leave my side.
dear world, when a girl is quie, you already know that's dangerous. the things that constantly torture thsi girl keep repeating. and she has tried to please the people surrounding her; but now she's tired. give her a break. the ones around her make her feel ugly, like an idiot or never good enough. the people around her never appreciate the things she does for them. this girl is dying inside. she's tried physically, emotionally, and mentally. (cont)
Apparently I'm just like everyone else. Tried my hardest but that wasn't enough. Never is coming from me. I'm not perfect nor will I ever be but I tried so hard to be what you needed and wanted and thought I was doing good but I never did any good. Seems that i was just one big problem :(