Neediness and dependence are draining, to all involved. If you can take more responsibility for yourself, and your actions, you can grow stronger.
"I'm sorry for being annoying when I want to talk, needy because I miss you, emotional when I care & insane because I'm afraid to lose you!" sounds like my life!
Your effort in relationships= ZERO
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