The toe in the mouth, the fart jokes, the noises, how he makes me hiss but I refuse to admit he makes me hiss. At some point along the way I fell for him and rather than just say it and own those feelings I pushed him away.
How to get over him...once an for all. You don't, he/it is now a part of who you are. You won't think about him all the time, but something will trigger a memory and your right back there. . . get used to it and move on.