It's really sad when you don't speak to someone anymore who once had a very positive impact on your life but that's now a negative thing as they're no longer there and there's nothing you can do about it. It's a really bittersweet thing to move on with life because you can't avoid it but the more I think about it the more sad it seems and I don't like it. I wish I could speak to people I don't see anymore one more time to tell them how much they meant to me
Used to talk every bloody night. Now I just sit and cry while you go talk to your new friends. I'm glad you've made such good friends but don't forget your old ones who still think YOU MEAN THE FUCKING WORLD!