Suicide shouldn't have to be something to consider. Your life is supposed to be happy, but in reality, that isn't the case. There is always someone who can bring you back from the darkness, you just need to find them. In my opinion, I think that suicide isn't a good option, because there is always a reason to live. If you do think about suicide, just think about the fantastic future that you will have when you no longer suffer from depression, the pain will end one day.
I still stop, look around me and think ... Did that just happen? I don't think I will ever recover from losing you. That void will be forever deep. I miss our chats, your advice, your wisdom and security.