This could be controversial~be confident in yourself and not afraid of being alone and having your own life and not so dependent on another. Sharing a life w/ a companion can bring you much joy, but also much heartache.
Life! Some things bring you closer & some tear you apart. I've been there, i've walked through the storm. Hope & Love made this Life Stronger than it has been in a long time. Follow: https://www.pinterest.com/recoveryexpert/
It's okay to grieve. It's okay to know that you loved deeply and are hurting because the one you loved is no longer able to be here with you. Embrace grief as a sign of your great love. Feel all the emotions that come with grief, experience it in the waves that it comes, and know that one day it will be okay. If not right now, then soon. - read: http://livepurposefullynow.com/how-to-thrive-in-times-of-trouble/