I'm afraid to lose my best friend who cuts, starves herself, and believes that she is not perfect. She means a lot to me. And yes that is my worst fear, to lose her. To think that she would take her own life because of what people thought or what she believed herself to be. Which was not the truth. All my beautiful friends who are struggling, stay strong.
As The Years Past On And The Younger I Am Getting...I Have Learned It Doesn't Mean Your Friends Also Grow Along With Me. Behave As Acceptable I Expected Or Have The Parallel Principals, Morals, Values And Wisdom As We Grow To Know As We Grow Through Our Seasons For Some People Just Never Grow Up! IN THE END--I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD NEED TO DROP MY FRIENDS LIKE FLIES FOR WE ARE NO LONGER COMPATIBLE!!
So many people. So many people fit this description perfectly. Its the anxiety that says "oh no, oh no, I have to do something to make them love me." and then the depression is saying "oh they hate me, nothing I do will change it." then the self hate is over there sayin "haha bastard. Its no wonder they hate you. Just look at your self."