The only thing I look forward to is going back to bed at night. I don't have anything to look forward to. I have no purpose. I can't find happiness. People may think I'm happy, that I'm fine, but I'm not, I'm just good at pretending.
We both must grow in our own separate lives as individuals... That doesnt mean we EVER have to grow apart as a couple. 1, 5, and even 10 years from now, we will look back at this time as the turning point in our relationship where we decided that WE were WORTH THE FIGHT!! I will NEVER give up on this LOVE and I promise you that WE will find a way for BOTH of US to grow SEPARATELY - TOGETHER!! I LOVE YOU H2O!!