I read this and I teared up! Because in all actuality my heart is so big! I am one of these people, and in the end the ones who see the cold side of me I know they put themselves in that position no time to feel bad !
The darkness is back and you need help again. Being to stubborn to find help thinking after 10 years of therapie you know what to do. I don't want to talk about it anymore. I just want to get lost in my dreams
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"Have you ever been in the situation where you’ve been hiding the fact that you’re sad from everyone for a really long time and you’re out in public one day and a complete stranger asks if you’re okay?