Depression is a monster that won't let go. What's worse is people don't understand. Then you lose those people, (I did), that meant the most to me all due the cruelty of someone who wanted to hurt me more. He succeeded. Why? Because he could and I couldn't fight a narcissist ass.
"Eating dried noodles again? Trust me, anime ain't getting any realer because of it." "Oh my, buying all those chocolate bunnies for your kid? Prepare to get a salad-crazed rabbit in a few years." "You know that thing will make you night hell, don't you? Fine, fine, just checking." "... okay, this is the third week I've seen you buy pasta so COME HERE AND LET ME PET YOU YOU LONELY THING!"