If you live in the moment, you can experience happiness. If you always worry about what your future is, you will miss the experiences of today. You can't predict the future, but you can change the present.
It seems like every dream I've had since you've been gone has been about you. It's hard to wake up and realize that none of it was real. Most days I don't want to wake up because dreams are the only place I can laugh with you or rant to you or hug you! I miss my best friend more than anything in the world!