This is not love, it is something darker and twisted. If it had not ended with the protect what is mine, it would be far far better. If you are watching from the shadows, what you are watching is not yours.
Revelation 22:12 And, behold, I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be. Revelation 1:7 Behold, he cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him ... Those who pierced him are death but still they will (have) seen him. God is timeless.