Do you ever just feel like your just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and your just never good enough because theirs always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you literally have nothing to fight against with
I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me
And people make you feel worse bc how dare you be unhappy when there's starving children and homeless people. Everyone has their own problems. You have no idea what someone's going through no matter how happy they seem in front of people
i sometimes believe this but then i remember that God made me for a purpose and i should live to fulfill that purpose and he is someone that i can depend on, someone that will never let me down, someone that i can trust who will never leave my side.