What do I do?..I don't want to be here but I don't want to hurt you by leaving... Ik you're just being over protective but I don't think I can take it anymore... Living in fear it's living at all and I just want it to end for a few days... But what's gonna happen when I come back, is it going to be even worse?
Depression quote: I can't describe what i'm feeling. I'm not happy, and I know that. But I'm also not exactly sad either. I'm just caught right in between all these emotions and I feel so empty. www.HealthyPlace.com
Hell yes i fucking need to feel comfortable with me again. I've been lost for so long and it makes it really hard to be in relationships because you dont know who you are, so all you can do is care for them -I xx
I longed for real love and looked in places that felt safe. My reaction to the reality of it was immature. The pain was terrible and I wonder if I will forget the good that once existed. Care maybe, love not a chance.
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