You're nothing to me now. When I try to be kind you turn around and hurt me and are vicious. This is a business arrangement, we follow the contract and blueprint only. The past is gone. Vapor. I will not be hurt by you again. And I will protect our kids from being hurt as well.
I wish I knew this is how you feel but I will never know. My faith in God tells me you're with Him and that's the only comfort I have. He gives me peace and has protected me through this terrible storm.