I'm starting to believe God is punishing me...I'm sorry for not being 'normal' and positive..i'm sorry that at 2 am while everyone is asleep i'm crying with thoughts of suicide engraved in my head...i'm sorry i'm a freak
Why do we fall in love with people we can't have? Truth is, I've known you a while now and I never felt a thing but realised a few months ago that I really liked you... The worst part is that I can't have you... I can't lose you so I deal with it. Just know, YES - the feelings were for you and I like you so much! I'll always be here though, if you ever do decide you'd like to be with me.
You know that you did me wrong. Everything you ever did behind my back was wrong and intentional. Your not sorry for anything other than now everyone knows your wrongs that you do. It could have been the greatest if only you could love just ONE person at a time. I was willing to make everything right with us and you just fucked it up for everyone. ....for ever!