You only THINK you cant live without it . Once you let that shit go you slowly realize just how much better off you are without it . I loved my Job , and those I worked with but The amount of Stress , worry , frustration and anxiety is not worth my happiness . I made a chose to leave , I knew I wanted better , feel free , not burdened by everyone elses faults , issues or worries . It feels so good to just be free of all that and living happy .
I HAD HOPED PEOPLE WOULD LEARN AND ACKNOWLEDGE WHATS HAPPENED TO ME..BUT THEIR DISINTEREST CLEARLY SPEAKS VOLUMES..HAD I HAD ONE FRIEND..ONE PERSON..IT MAY HAVE BEEN A GAME CHANGER..THANK YOU IF YOU READ AND TRIED TO WITHOUT JUDGEMENT..AND STOP EXPECTING ME TO BE WHO I USED TO BE..IM NOT..DONT CONTRIBUTE TO MY ANXIETY BY ASKING..ITS ALL HERE IF YOU WANT TO KNOW...IM NOT DWELLING..IM SAVING MYSELF FROM HAVING TO EXPLAIN IT OVER AND OVER..♡EL
I want a hug. Why is it only me that can see what there expecting of us is so wrong on so many different levels it shouldn't have to be this hard they never had to go though all this to be together it's so wrong and there's only me that can see . We have to stand together on this or what do we really have I can't carry on livening like this it's making me Ill