I'm trying desperately to figure out what the reason was for putting him in my path. Other than heartbreak and ruining my self confidence and feeling totally conned and stupid, I don't know. Maybe i needed to learn that you really can't trust people. Not even those who claim to love you. And i did learn! Now I don't trust anyone BUT the universe. So thanks #beachbob
Yep. Absolutely.. although your words were very sweet once in a great while, except when you were calling me nasty, vile names.... Your actions completely destroyed what i felt for you. You said MY actions didn't match my words???? Ha-ha... Think you need to look in the mirror......No, you know what?? Your words sucked too. You're a monster. Through and through...
i do miss you. i miss the us that was .. the us when we first met .. i used to say, "i don't mind letting you wrap me around your little finger because i know you won't hurt me". i still don't think you hurt me intentionally. i just think you decided you didn't love me any more - why? you never told me. i don't know if i stifled you.. again, you never told me - that bit was unfair. but at the core, i love you.
Reminds me of what my best friend told my husband..."be careful, I've known her a long time. She wont fight, she will just leave without a word if you push her away" I think she might just know me better than anyone ever.