A cycle of depression. It's time to stop pretending that depression, anxiety, etc are all something you can just "snap out of." You wouldn't tell a diabetic to "snap out of" a blood sugar high; you'd give them insulin.
Sometimes, i feel alone. And sometimes even my friends make me feel alone. I am happy most of the time, but some days just no. I hate being made fun of, and feeling worthless. since grade i never felt this depressed. My best guy friend is the only one
All I want to do is be released from this place. I& been here 6 months I think that& enough! I think I& all better but apparently they don& I won& ever stop cutting and I won& eat anymore! So what& the point?
I'm so scared. I'm tired, I feel like crippled and I don't know what I ever did to deserve this much pain. We're you ever aware that the cost you would pay for what you want. For not knowing what you want rather was me?
I think this is the way I'm going to live my life from now on.I don't like this pain I feel all over my body right now.What's the point? Eventually, everyone leaves anyways and all I'm left with is a shattered heart and difficult breathing.
Fail depressed depression suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion