happens too often. Most of the time I stay quiet because 1. I'm not admitting that I am quiet, because I'm really not, I just don't know you 2. Some unintelligent thing will come out of my mouth if I open it and 3. What's the point in telling them why I'm quiet when they wouldn't understand or care or stick around long enough anyways
This is the worst. You know that shitty feeling you get when you realise you haven't actually moved on from someone when you thought you was and it just makes you feel like crap. Yeah that's how I feel all the time now even though I ended it, does that make it worse ? I'm glad I ended it because she's happier now but I was sad then but miserable now and wondering if I did the right thing or not. Ughhhh
You've already met the one. You already made your commitment to me and to God. And no, as I said again, I'm not perfect and I am getting better every single day. And trust me, I will be the guy that is right for you and is there for you no matter what. I already am, even if you can't see it. But what I want to do is be an (almost) perfect guy. And you'll see that through my actions and commitment to you every day over this break, I swear.