I gave you that power because I loved you and trusted you completely. I have never been closer to anyone else and after everything we had been through, I never could imagine you could be so cold and heartless towards me.
I feel broken inside and I just can't believe I'll ever feel any differently. I don't know how to heal myself. I try but just when I think I'm getting somewhere, it disappears like sand through my fingers. Will I ever feel whole again? Life has worn me down so much, I just don't know anymore. What keeps me going? I truly don't know Xx ❤❤
This happened to me recently. My heart was breaking inside but I sat there smiling and laughing and acting like I didn't care long enough that they believed I really was okay. Then I excused myself to the bathroom to go cry my eyes out. Fun.