My mother still hasn’t called for my doctor’s appointment. I feel sick. and sad. And bloated. My ribs and stomach hurt like crap and my anxiety is through the roof. I need a diagnoses so I can figure out if I’m bipolar or idek what’s going on at this point.
"I’m OK, I just have a lot going on in my head, and it’s just difficult to articulate everything sometimes. That’s why music’s very important to me, because there’s loads of sounds and stuff going on that I just need to kind of get out. But yeah, I’m OK."
Please!! I cant deal with it anymore. Why cant anyone understand me and dont leave me. I m alone and then they ask you why are you so unhappy.....because you werent there when I need you. Sometimes I ask myself if I have friends? Real friends??...and my answer is always no..